bieber bieber on my wall,

lol it rhymes.

life has been rather fine. the grass is green on my side :)

but i need a place where the grass is greener.

you know sometimes, people ought to know that.

i tried my best. i DID try.

but unfortunately, they don't.

only after you've stopped trying.

then they'll start realizing "hey what the shit is wrong with her?"

my question would be "What the shit is wrong with YOU?"

sometimes, it really isn't worth TRYING to be nice and all.

don't give me the shit about being nice to others and not wanting anything in return.

i'm sure that if you're over excessively nice, you WOULD appreciate at least a little nice-ness in return.

but whatever, because for now, i can't be bothered.

tired of trying.

sure, call me names.

whatever.

sometimes i wonder why do i even care about what others say.

i don't live for their comments, you know. i don't live to please them.

outsiders, what do they know? heaps and heaps of lies.

why should i bother.

i'm not emotional or pissed off. stuff just set me thinking.

:) :) :)

goodynight

P/s don't ask cause i won't say

P/p/s oh and i just gotta rant. the cc receptionist must be having her pms 2day. i was merely just asking, seriously politely, if i have to sign on that paper before i go in. because the paper freaking changed to green when it used to be white. ok, just to be freaking sure. and she all she did was give me that F face and all the shit attitude, ask me if it was my first time, whether it was anything new to me. _|_ should've just shoot her wonder why didn't i. can't she just answer me nicely, what the hell is a receptionist for in the first place? community centre? right.