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While waiting for my footage to transfer I thought I'd write a bit of my feelings down.
Sometimes I feel really confused and lost. And when I tell it to somebody I'm not looking for sympathy nor do I need consoling. I just want to get it out of my system and for someone to listen and understand. Sometimes people know me better than I know myself. Sometimes I'm tired of being who I am. Sometimes I can't get a hold of myself and I secretly beg that someone will help me. Sometimes I wish people would shut up because they don't know a single shit. Sometimes I just wanna lay in bed and hide under my comforter so I can be completely alone. Sometimes I wish I was back to my old happy self not giving a shit about what anybody thinks. And lastly sometimes I wish I wasn't around.

12 more fuckin days.
Can't wait to get outta here.

Comments

  1. AnonymousApril 18, 2014 at 10:35 PM

    I guess, these are the stress that everyone gets when they are in ADM.
    Jiayou ok!

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  2. KellyApril 23, 2014 at 9:46 PM

    Hey babe!! Happen to pop by and just wna say...... Things arent as bleak as they appear sometimes, step back and look at the brighter side! :) you can do it! <3

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