somewhere only we know

this week got a whole lot better. less affected by friendship and love.

don't you wish you can just hop on one of those air balloons and fly up to heaven? well i wish i could. this is not a sad update. i just thought that all those thoughts of growing up when i was young, were redundant after all. now then i realised being a kid is so much fun, the world is in your hands. unlike now, when the world is controlling you.

if only life can revolve around my family, my boyfriend, and some of my lovely friends. when no one can intrude or eventually walk away, or can take away anything that belongs to me and no one could ever get the chance to hurt me. its like staying inside a safe circle.

x okay enough of those melancholic thoughts.

on a happier note, yesterday was my fifth month with Mr Wong.

even though the fifth month wasn't a smooth one, but i'm sure and hope that the next following months will be. thanks for being so understanding and tolerant towards me. no amount of words can express this love for you. i love you.

&. met Sharlene on wednesday initially wanting to catch Despicable Me and tickets were sold out at our desired timing! so heaven's will that since both of us haven't caught Toy Story 3, we went to watch it :) i almost cried at the end, but sharlene and another girl next to me cried. haha!

&&. went to the CC with Sharlene again on thursday evening to do work. i managed to complete some dt proj and she did ss and math. its been so long since i've been into that room and the smell made it feel so nostalgic hahaha. my card expired already but the receptionist didn't realise, should get it renewed soon!

ahhhh, miss O level times. miss everything about secondary school. miss the company. miss the innocence. miss the lessons. miss looking out for people during recess. miss after school times. miss gossiping about school life. miss ms woo's catch phrases and mr goh's teasing. miss lunching at long john silver with sharlene. miss slacking at my place with mandy. miss staying in school with evangeline ogling at cute guys play basketball. lunching at buddy hoagies, cheese fries at new york pizza and bubble tea from each-a-cup. then sitting outside school's back gate to reminisce about the past. miss chatting about boys with yihui. miss laughing at glenn. miss morning breakfast with gatsby. miss pissing shimin off. miss times when bianca taught me amaths. miss buying breakfast to CC to study. miss looking out for people at CC too. miss slacking at mandy's place when we're too tired of studying. miss camping at her place. miss eating laksa with shihui and annice. miss lying on shihui's shoulder. miss slapping shihui's hands whenever we walk pass 2B. miss walking home to grandma's place with brevian. miss popping by cousins' place after school to slack. miss secondary school crushes and eye candies. miss teriyaki chicken rice, mixed vege rice (steam egg, fried fish cutlet, kang kong), chicken noodle, pataya fried rice, ba chor mee, shared ice jelly, meiji milk. miss sectionals with eric and the juniors. miss band camps. miss staying back for O level art with mdm lai yakking away. miss walking at the bridge. miss taking mock exams with sec 4 cohort and sec5s in mph. there's still lots more, precious memories always etched in my head.

watching japan hour now. shall concentrate. scrumptious food ftw ;)

p/s today's cramp almost killed me. its like cramp + stomachache. imagine giving birth would be 10 times worst? ^scream^

p/p/s oooh i'm craving for korean food after watching Kwave on chan U. kimchi soup with sticky rice. ^^