Why?

Sometimes you give me the feeling like as if you regret having me.
How can the one who made me be the reason I cry myself to sleep at night.
 I wish I was as strong like how I was in secondary school. When your words or thoughts didn't even matter to me, when whatever you said don't get to me at all, when I wouldn't cry over little hurtful things you say. Where did all that damn courage go to. I want to get out of here as soon as possible.
There're no question marks because my questions will never be answered.
I don't wanna say that I hate you because it'll be childish of me to.
But I'm hurt, so stop it. STOP IT.

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