5 Random Things

ABOUT ME

#1. I only like to hear the good stuff. I try to filter out the negative things I hear as much as possible because I only like hearing the good. I like to stay happy and I hate it when the things people say or do bring me down. 

#2. Which leads to my next point: Nowadays I build up walls instead of bridges.

I'd rather be alone and mind my own business instead of risking the chance of having to see or hear about the things people do because I know I get affected easily. So if I can't control how I feel, then why not prevent it?

#3. I hate rejection. I get REALLY annoyed if I get any sense of rejection from others.

That's why I hardly ever ask my parents for things or permission because if they do not allow, I get all mad and cranky and angsty and my day'll be ruined. So I'd rather take it as a 'No' and go with it.

And that's why I do not tell the opposite party that I like him first, unless I'm damn right sure that he likes me too.

#4. I like (hmm sounds weird but..) people who appreciate me and do not take me for granted.

I don't need you to reciprocate, even though it'd be really nice if you do :) But I just like the feeling of being appreciated by someone, like knowing that he or she feels happier with you around. On the other hand, if time and time again I try my best to be a friend and I don't feel appreciated, I give up. Bitchy like that, but hey, I TRIED.

#5. I am truly a weird person. This I don't know how to elaborate.

If you know it, good for you :)

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As said, this's really random cause I might just wanna read it when I grow older...

So yup. G'night!