Dowager

Before I carry on with my assignment which is due tomorrow, let me just get this off my chest because it's affecting me and I can't focus on my work. I am at my cousin's place because number one, I have to interview him for a project. Number two, I can concentrate better and stay up when there's someone here to talk to me. Unlike when I'm home, I'm the only soul awake after 11am. So if it's because of work, why not just let me be. Moreover, it's my COUSIN's place, not a friend.

And yes I did say 'Yes' when you told me to call at night, but I am occupied with work, NOT playing NOR wasting time (except for occasionally groaning about how sleepy and tired i am). Time flies not only when you're having fun, times flies when you're rushing for an assignment that's due the next day. I forgot the time, I forgot to call, simple as that. Can't you just give me the call instead? Does it really matter who calls who? 

Which leads me to my next point. If you want me to call you, you could've just said it in a concerned manner "Thought you're going to call?" I have completely no idea why you have to add "Shouldn't have let you stay over" I swear that statement seriously put me off got me annoyed immediately. 
What did I do wrong?
I am freaking 18, turning 19 in just a few months' time. How do I get my point across to you that I'm not some dumb teenage girl? I am not stupid, I know what I want for my future, and most importantly, 
I WILL NOT SCREW UP MY PRESENT AND RUIN MY FUTURE.

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