#2 Dear person I like,

I can't think of anyone else that I like other than you. Maybe because you're completely out of reach and people tend to always want things they can't have. And no doubt, I always want things that I can't have because yearning and longing for it seems better than getting something that is easy to come by and not being satisfied with it. You probably will never read this because why would you. You're so darn famous and millions of other girls would probably be willing to foolishly die for you. Maybe if I was 3 years younger I'd be stupid enough to do so- HAHA LOL who am I kidding of course I won't I'm already afraid of pain and even more afraid of a lizard 1/1000000 my size biting or crawling onto me. 

I like a number of people but obviously they're my friends or someone close. But maybe talking about you would be pretty interesting because I've always been thinking about it but never dared to say it to a human being because they'd probably think I'm on crack. Sometimes I secretly harbour hopes that I would be able to meet you someday and it'll be love at first sight. Even though I've seen you in videos and pictures for like hundreds (coughs thousands) of times. I honestly think that you can possibly be my soulmate. I mean why not? We love food so damn much. We sing in our showers - I hold a concert every time I'm in there. We laugh easily. We adore Justin Bieber. I bet there's more but we just don't know it yet.

Even though I'm turning 20 (eww I can't even- NO), I guess a part of me will always be dreaming and wishing for a modern Caucasian prince charming who will take me away and live happily ever after in a well-designed apartment or a cottage house in Los Angeles or London... Or Ireland, if you prefer ;) For this I blame A Cinderella Story staring Chad Michael Murray and Hilary Duff. I always feel dreamy after watch romance movies or shows and imagining myself to be the main actress. And I wouldn't mind meeting an evil mother-in-law, or being accused, or having a third party because everything will be good again at the end of the story. But no... Everyone likes to burst my bubble and tell me that it's just a fantasy.

I hope I'll be able to watch you perform live and even better meet you so that I can say 'My life is complete' for the second time. (The first was meeting Justin Bieber nothing much really)

Yeah yeah, call me delusional or crazy but at least I'm not boring.

Maybe it's my alter ego speaking this time.

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Person I Like #2,
(As requested)

Thank you for sitting next to me and having no choice but to be there for me to reach out to and annoy and at the same time entertain. You are the strawberry to my shortcake, the swizzle to my styles (HA IT'S OVER), the carbon to my diamond and the cheese to my taco. Thanks for putting up with my nonsense and random moodswings. Thanks for replying to my whatsapp in the middle of the night when I have almost no one to turn to. I will provide you with food from SMITTENXKITCHEN for as long as I live and I hope that we'll still keep in touch after graduation.