#1 Dear person I dislike

Just to make it clear that I don't hate you because I don't hate anyone. Hating someone is like loving someone just that the feelings are negative. And having to hate or love someone means you constantly have them on your mind and why would I harbour negative thoughts of someone when that'll make me unhappy, right? The reasons why I come to dislike someone are a little weird and I often wonder if it's just me alone feeling this way. 1) You disliked me first. 2) You take me for granted. 3) You enjoy finding joy in my misery, in other words, putting me down and never wanting me to be happy.
Most of the time it revolves around the first reason because I honestly wouldn't trigger hate towards another person if he/she didn't do anything to hurt me. 

Well I hope you'll mind your own business because you don't even know me on a personal level. You know nothing. You only think you know because you assume that that the things you heard or how you feel about me are true. I used to feel affected and troubled over what people think about me and that bothered me a lot. I also used to constantly find the need to explain myself for what I did or didn't do. But I guess I've grown up quite a bit and maybe, just maybe became more open minded.
'Let it go'
So I'll just sit and let you carry on feeding your hatred.

Definitely not the best song because you know, lol, but something along the lines.
Later.

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